thx, sis. -_-


1. Post these rules.
2. Each person tagged must put 8 random facts about themselves.
3. Tagged ones should write a journal about these facts.
4. At the end of the post tag 8 more deviants
5. Go to their page telling them they're tagged.
6. No tagging back

I'm just doing this for my sis. I don't have anyone to tagg, though. Beaware: Most of 'em are kinda long.

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1. I am totally into slash and noone knows.

2. Despite knowing that HP was from the very beginning more like a fairytale than a real "serious" novel, i hoped against hope that the end would somhowe (magically) still kick ass. It didn't.

3. English is not my mother-tongue (obviously), nevertheless I associate almost every word with a feeling rather than a translation - that's the real reason I love. ("to tug" is a heartbreaking, bittersweet pain that pulls the bottom of my heart to the left.)

4. When I was a teenager, realtionships between my female classmates and boys of the same age always left an impression of paedophilia on me. I still think so. Guess it were always *real* men for me.

5a). I don't play music instruments when other people can hear it. The thought that they my family could potentially hear all the mistakes I make *loud* and *clear*, frightens and embarrasses me. Though, I know that (except of sis) their grasp on music is not
strong enough for them to realy be conscious of these mistakes and that they would never judge or love me any less because of it. I stopped playing drums because of this feeling.

5b). I miss it.

6. I have (a) imaginary friend(s).

7. My daydreams involve a high rate of violence and killing. I enjoy them.

8. Cutting. I only started doing it because I heard people talking about how "many" did it because it made them feel alive or just feel at all. I wanted that for me, too. I stopped because I didn't feel anything. It made me cry out of sheer unfairness and disappointment, though.

*extra*
9. I love Manowar concerts. For two to three hours I can dwell in the illusion of being able to change, making a difference and ultimately of belonging to and with others. Best moments ever.